Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Smile For Me Baby Girl

She laughed at his dry jokes, when no one else would. She cried when he cried, and still is crying, and laughs when needed.

To catch a smile on her face right now is very hard to do, but I know it's there.

I sit and wonder if she will ever show me that genuine smile, where I get to see every tooth in her mouth.

Will she sleep long enough to get the proper rest her body needs?

Will she be found again, in the land she is lost in?

Will she ever look at me with those Big blue energetic eyes she once looked at him with?

Will she ever love again, the way she loved him?

Will she stay or continue to run away?

A lot of questions a mother wants to know the answers too. The only one that really matters is, WILL YOU SMILE FOR ME BABY GIRL?

To My Bat With Ahavah,

8 comments:

  1. Mommy, I am smiling the best way I know how to. Yes, I loved him so much that I laughed at all his jokes, I laugh at your corny jokes also.

    To answer your questions...

    Will she sleep long enough to get the proper rest her body needs?

    My body gets all the rest it needs, it is my mind, heart and soul that needs rest.

    Will she be found again, in the land she is lost in?

    I like being lost, that means that I am finally alone to do my thinking.

    Will she ever look at me with those Big blue energetic eyes she once looked at him with?

    MOM, This question is NOT fair and I think you know it.

    Will she ever love again, the way she loved him?

    I Love you mom.. I do love even tho it hurts Yes I LOVE.

    Will she stay or continue to run away?

    Running, hmmmm I run to loose weight. lol I will stay until life leads me somewhere I make NO promises.

    I will smile for you anytime you want me too I will sing for you, dance, juggle whatever you want.. I will do it for you...

    Mom, I do love you

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  2. This is a very interesting blog - one sees nuances of a relationship between two people who love each other but in their own little ways.

    Just the way I read it - we all expect the others to show love as we need to see it rather than see it the way it IS. These expectations then lead to disappointments.

    Glad to see you write here.

    ceedy

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  3. she will smile one day...n m sure u r gonna b d one who makes her smile...she'll laugh with u...on all ur jokes...u'll b best frenz...

    she loves you n she looks at u wid same energy...mayb d energy inside her is a lil weak...

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  4. She smiles... I know she does Mrs. K... soon she will back to her bubbly self...

    I have always told her... its not hard and am happy to see it happening now... slowly maybe but surely :)

    Shalom & Ahava...

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  5. Momma K, I think that she loves you very much. She is dealing with things differently than most people. At the same time she is scared and handling it great I think.

    Give her sometime and just let everything sink in, she is gonna turn around. On top of that she has a awesome friend like me that will get her back to her old self.

    Momma K, YOUR BLOG ROCKS. Don't think any differently of me due to the content of my blog you know like ummm we are blogging to do a lot of self expression. I am expressing, I think.
    I love you.

    Chandra

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  6. Nehya's Mom:

    Try tickling Ne under the pits.

    That might get her to smile.

    Glad I could help.

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  7. Thank you all for your input on this. One day she may have that smile that I wish to see one day.

    Ceedy, I think you are the one that said it the correct way, we do all have different ways to love one another. and I will not force my way on her. I will be giving her the space she needs to grieve, fore she has not grieved yet.

    Mrs. K

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  8. Very nice and realistic! good work.

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